MY FIRST WORDS TO MY LOVE

MY FIRST WORDS TO MY LOVE
It has been a really madenning day i say to myself.dint ever knew that life in college wud be so hard.the image of myself been freaking all around bunking classes n fooling around with my teachers seems to have gone far away.i just reciprocate to myself that if all days be the day like today then...i m interupted by a knock on my door.its gyan again.he asks me that if i can just accompany him to canteen for an ice cream.i reply in a dull voice no gyan not today i m too tired.just as hes leaving i enquire about if i can talk to the person he was talking to before.he just shakes his head in confirmation n hurries to the canteen.all alone in my room n no one to talk to i try to find sumone to share my feelings with on the internet.i sign in the yahoo messenger n message kimssingh.a simple hi is all that i had sent.newtons third law states to every action thrs an equal an opposite reaction.i dont know how true is that about a conversation but i was glad to see a reply from the other side.we started conversing n we continued it till i was interupted by a volient knock on my door.it seemed people will bring it down if i dun open it in an instant.two of my frnds devesh n saurabh enter the room questioning bout wht was i upto.i just said in a plain cold voice nothin much yaar just was talking my blues away .as soon as they found out its a girl they were no longer intrested in me.thts not strange for youth of my age who dunt have girlfrnds n in depressing colleges where the sex ratio is like 1:10.they just jumped on my bed n started to give suggestions to me.suggestions bout wht shud i ask her wht i shud talk n tht all tis genral stuff is so so off the track.i quietly listened to them but dint follow a word they said.it seemed all nonsense to me.after a while it was enuf for them n they left shouting thr way out of my room. i was still busy talking to tis person behind kimssingh.suddenly i realised i dint even knew her name n i asked at once.the reply was quick n prompt my name is neha.it was like three hours since we have been conversing ,probably the longest conversation i had wid neone on tis planet earth whom i had met frst time n in such unusual way.she interupted me at that point n said she had to go.thr was nothin actually i cud have done bout it so i said sure but maybe i wanted to just make her stay just ask her one more of my silly inquisitive stuff.i lay on my bed just trying to figure out wht kind of person in real she will be.sure it wud have been tough after a frt meeting although the state of her mind was clear.it will not be exaggerating if i say
she was feeling lonely n uncomfortable.maybe her migration from india to u.s wich was only bout two months ago made her say tht she rather be alone though she constantly kept talking. she seemed lost n out of sorts bout wht she realy felt.was tis just another day for her or was she worried or sulking bout sumthin.i wud have never found it out had i not talked to her again.she seemed diffrent n surely she was.i guess every person has a certain degree of indifrrence from ne other individual but wid her it was much more then that.she talked like me when it came to topics pertaining to life,attitudes and genral approach which a person takes to solve common problems.i just kept on thinking about these things and didnt even realise when i fell asleep.will we be frnds or was it tht i was gettin attracted towards her???i dint even knew myself .maybe the flow of tis strange relationship (if at all i can say it was a relationship)will be decided in coming days.